Thursday, February 5, 2009

secret obsessions and the world is spinning

do you ever know something in your gut.
a horrible thing.
so horrible it can't really be true.
but there is no way to really verify it without extreme measures.
and then what if you're wrong.
then you're just crazy.
psycho.
but if you are right.
do you really want to know?
the whole world would spin out of control.
and it would be painful.
but you'd know.
what would you do?
would you find out the truth for sure?
risking something that may be good.
cause then it would be tainted.
and you would be guilty.
or do you hold it in.
and ignore your gut feelings.
and drive yourself crazy wondering.
wondering, wondering...which slowly creeps into suspicion
and lack of trust
and faith
and belief

what do you do?

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