liers and other evils

how do you deal with a lier???
Current mood: confused

liers suck. majorly. i don't understand how people feel comfortable with lying. maybe she has lied so much it's easy. maybe she has an evil demon in her. but blatant lying. telling one person one thing and another something else. being sticky sweet to your face and absolutely back stabbing to your back. that sucks. and to find out someone is lying also to someone you love. how do you tell that person? and what if that person doesn't believe you? it's evil manipulation what she does. i hate it and i don't know what to do.

because i have mean spirited feelings...i've never really had those before. i keep praying. because i am a good, loving person. i don't like feeling negative toward anyone. if someone hurts you, you're supposed to love them more and forgive. i guess i'll just keep praying. but lying and liers really suck. i guess they are putting out bad vibes and the karma will come around to get them eventually.

why does someone want to purposely damage someone else's reputation and life? is it really jealousy? how sad. she's really sad. i kind of feel bad for her in a way. spinning lies to keep some people away and keep others trapped with her. maybe someday she'll come to realize that's just plain wrong.

in the meantime, i will forge forward. i will keep doing my best. i will try not to let the lies she spreads about me or anyone else affect me. my true friends know me and know my capabilities. hopefully i can surmount any hurdles set up professionally. and if i can, and i will, those lies will be eventually exposed. everything comes out in the end...

i was really sad and hurt and depressed. but i know i've done nothing wrong. i know what goes around eventually comes around. and actually i'm starting to feel really inspired. i'll battle with truth and respect. a soldier of love. that's what i'll do. and i'll focus on the positive in my life. the people who support me. who believe in me and trust me. just let the others fall by the way side so not to divert my from my true path...and i'll pray for them...this person specifically because she really needs it. the havoc she has caused in so many lives, she has to know in some small part of her self. when i see her i literally see a path of destruction behind her..and then i see those star-struck, glaze-eyed, googly-eyed few around her who can't see it, won't believe it despite the obvious evidence. i pray they don't end up in the path of the destroyed. maybe that's why she lies... to run away from acknowledging how many people she's hurt.

it will be okay. it always is. but it truly amazes me how some people can have a respected veneer with a swooning fan club, but underneath that they are manipulative, lying persons...who probably do it because they have no self confidence or self respect. because they must know the destruction they have caused. they can't face it. and they can't stop it because they don't know how.

and i'm glad i blogged. i was feeling a lot of negative feelings and i don't like that. i was feeling guilty for actually considering hate and revenge. i knew that wasn't the way...but i couldn't shake those feelings. and now i see a better way. one that doesn't compromise my morals, my values, my faith. one that's actually complementary. that's good stuff. definitely feeling inspired now. :)