what did he say? if you get all that stuff out of your head the universe will rush in and fill you with God love...you have the potential to love everyone in the world.
but i so identify with the emptiness. the purposelessness (is that a word? it should be). i am strong. but sometimes i stop and wonder what the hell am i doing. am i on the right track? would i know it if i were? did i get off my path somehow? why can't i hear or see or smell or feel God's direction???
today i have decided that in one year, i will take a month off of work and take my two year old daughter to italy. that's crazy. only two years old? but it will be wonderful.
things are working out. they always do. i just sometimes don't want to hear the messages. they are hard and painful and gut-wrenching sometimes. but i know things will be better if i follow Your Word.
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