blahs

i am not creative today.
my emotional intensity is not full.
passion is the emotion that my body and soul thrives on.
but it is low today
so what will replace it?
hurt.
anger.
sadness.
i will fight those.
and try to find
love.
light.
warmth.
i will try to write something random.
paint a picture.
tell a story.
meditate.
pray.
eat chocolate.
i can't give in to the gloom.